Suicide Awareness and Prevention

This is important to me because like everyone else I have a mental illness. I also deal with severe clinical depression. I have come to the point of my life a few times I came to the lower of my life, and thought that suicide was the answer, and the way out. I still struggle going through that, and dealing with that on a daily basics, and which that I wasn't alive anymore. People think it's the selfish way out but u know people don't know what its like to go through this unless they have went through it themselves, and they have no room to judge. I have my fathers stregnth to keep moving forward even though its come close. I have been a pill poper, I have been a cutter. 2 months ago, my bestfriend Kari stopped me from committing suicide by talking to me. She was like my sister that I could tell everything and anything to. I found out a week later, she died the same way I was going to, planned and everything. She had just turnt 27. Way to young to die, and I wish she was still here. Around this time of year is always hard for me. You can always talk to me if need be. I find it easier to talk to someone that has been through the same things as u, and can relate then people that haven't. People that just let things go to their head, and think everyones a coward for this and want out its bs. Feel free to add me if u'd like to talk futhur. Talking to someone that understands really helps. I didn't at first think so, but now I do.