Kyla Smith is working to Hallmark to make a Mother's Day card from me in Heaven

Kyla Smith

Losing My Precious Cheanelle Hempstead

As I sit here and reminisce with your sister and share memories with her about you , it dawns on me that even with all the years and/or how far I’ve come since you passed that not even time or growth can heal my heart ♡ for losing your child is unfathomable and downright soul breaking. When I reflect on all the hardships , pain and grief I’ve struggled with since losing you Cheanelle, I find myself lost in deep thought wondering how ever did I make it without you? Then I look into your sister’s eyes and realize I had to fight when I didn’t even want to live, I had to be strong when I didn’t even feel and I had to go on when I prayed and hoped so many nights to just die because if I didn’t go through hell and back I’m not sure if I would appreciate the blessings God had put before me. He gave me 2 Beautiful daughters who gave my life purpose, he gave me love when I lost the meaning and feeling of it and above all he gave me a second chance to enjoy my daughter , your sister , my flesh and blood , the one who lost her sister, mother, father, Nanny , and life as she knew it when she was only 5. She is now 17 and ready to graduate high school and go onto collage and I feel blessed and forever broken because I’m able to enjoy these milestones without the fake smile or the feeling of how much longer till I can get back to my bed to sleep away life. There will always be an empty chair , broken hearts and a piece of us not completely there but because you would want us to enjoy the life and love that is still here and embrace every milestone like it’s our last for that gives you continued comfort in heaven seeing us enjoy life, I’ll keep on trooping and fighting the fight!! I love and miss you so much my daughter and that will never change continue to keep Mommy, Sissy and Nanny under your Angel wing’s ♡♥
https://m.facebook.com/InLovingMemoryOfCheanelleHempsteadNOurAngels

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