I may be an eternal optimist but I looked at it as a do over. A chance to change my life to make it better for me. I closed my business even though as a small takeout bakery I could have stayed open. I had no safety net but my health, my family’s health and my staff’s health were more important. I’ve been in more dire financial situations than this before and have survived. No sense worrying about something I have no control over. I’ve worked long hours for so many years that I enjoyed staying home for a few months.